Saturday, August 23, 2008

AH!!!!

Man, I'm swamped! I cleaned the house today, am still cleaning, packing my school supplies. Have to do everything today because tomorrow I have registration and Handshake. School starts on MONDAY!!!!!!!

I'm talking with Garrett. Totally my boyfriend. Miss him SOOO much. Because he's in Arizona, I'm in Washington. Come on, that is like, TOTALLY UNFAIR! AH! Man... life sure can suck.

I had my last day of full work yesterday. I worked, went to lunch with Debi, Aunt Sue, and Jeff. Monte had a massage. I went to Christian Supply, and I got Album 50 (W00t!), THe First Kidsboro book "The Battle For Control", oh, and... THE OFFICIAL ADVENTURES IN ODYSSEY GUIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it!!!!!!!

Page 110.... go look... A picture of Nathan Carlson!!! Wow! (He was, like, 44 or 45... he's almost 49. September I believe is his birthday.. hey, Gotta love what I know!) The Guide is so awesome! I'm like... halfway through all ready. It has so much info... man, I was reading about Album 25. DBD. Darkness Before Dawn. They listed what they had come up with for DBD, but DIDN'T USE. Be very greatful. Half of them were like.. stupid. The others were just plan mean or... ridiculous! It was hilarious.

I was reading about album 5, um... Daring Deeds, Sinister Schemes, and wow.... how they came up with the villian, Dr. Regis Blackgaurd... wow.... Of course, Blackguard means scoundrel. Perfect, ha? Yeah... Kinda. Man, I found out something to. Dr. Blackgaurd owned The Webster Development Company? I DIDN'T KNOW THAT!!!!!!!! Seriously, I had no clue.... what, do I have to go listen to everything ALL OVER AGAIN? But, it does explain why Blackgaurd had tried years before the episode "The Battle", and had to try again. I get it now..... and I'm understanding it more. YEAH!

Man, but that guide is so COOL!!!!!! I'm learning SO MUCH! It's awesome! Everyone needs to get it! It's the best thing ever!

So, life sucks, Garrett is going to attempt to see me sometime before 2009.... maybe... and I have school in two days. And it's time to um.. clean the bathroom. I have my own... NO! Man, can't I live somewhere else? Oh, and sissy coming in a week... YEAH! I get my book CSI:NY Four Walls, I get my Adventist book the 27 Fundamental Beliefs (there's 28, but this book is OLD!), and my two princess Diaries books.

My sissy is in Portland, going to see Bart Millard (MercyMe). Man, NO FAIR! She's with Emily, Sara, Ryan, and Kathy. The Parishes. MY FAMILY! Man.... she's lucky. Bob the Tomato and Larry the Cucumber too.... I'm jealous... Brittni hasn't tried to talk with me... Garrett is talking with me... and Travis isn't on!!!!!!! Man, its like.. 4:30 for him... wow.... okay, I gotta go do stuff.

Talk later peeps!!!!!!!! W00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Official Guide (go to your nearest Christian bookstore. Bound to have it!!!!!!!)

Later!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Me

Oh, yeah, so, today... Man, I was bored... tired... not really wanting to work. But that's like.. EVERYDAY! Fortunately, school starts next Monday, so, you know, it's all cool.

Today I worked... Aunt Sue stopped by the office for lunch... we talked... I worked... talked with Secret_Witness... and man, I got nowhere... waiting on those e-mails... maybe tomorrow morning.. get up early or something...

Went to dinner with Dave and Shawna. She is so cool! I love Dave too! They have adorable kids, Lash, 5!, and Jet, like, a 1 and a half year old. Really cute! I love them. Maybe I can babysit for them sometimes. Shawna sounded THRILLED at the idea. Dave is just, awesome. He is a Realitor, and is trying to find an office for Monte and Debi... we have lunch with him a lot. It's awesome! Man, tonight was awesome! You know, I think Dave's place would work... come on! TWO ROOFS! (But this is so my opinion)

Brittni called twice... I knew she would. I was in a restuarant for about four hours... oops. Sorry Brittni! I called her back. It's like.. 10:30... oh well.. kinda just got home. I'm listening to Jeremy Camp "Walk By Faith"... I LOVE U JEREMY CAMP!!!!!!!!! He's so awesome! No, "wicked" awesome! Astonishing! He has a heart for God, and I can see it always! YEAH!

I have good friends. I also talked with Shay today. Love her. She's home. She starts school on the 2nd. Brittni, Caitlin, and I all start on the 25th, Monday. Ah! Oh, well, you know... normal. Mikki sounds like she needs some loving. If only I could be there for her. I wish I could. Katrina seems depressed. Alyssa has been at Milo for two days, full school. Katrina wants to see her cousin, and vice versa. Man, they'll get through the storms. Alisha and I did. And I guess I am... uh-oh, haven't written Grandma back... oh well... oh, and Garrett! LOVE HIM TO DEATH! We talk Spanish some... I'll learn it. I'm taking Spanish, thankfully. I love talking with the boy. I never seem to be on the same time he is... hope he is all right. Don't want him to get into trouble or anything. Miss him to death. He's sending me a package.. wow.... I mean, WOW! Oh, well, you know, LOVE HIM!

In school, I am taking Algebra 2, Spanish, English, NW History, US History, Chemistry, and Bible. Health maybe. Thankfully, NW History is only one semester. A kinda new thing for me... but, hey, like electives at TVJA...

Time for bed for me. Man, love you Jeremy Camp. I Still Believe.... man, love you Jeremy!

Okay, 'night everyone... Chat with Kris, The_Brotherhood, and get those e-mails!

<3, Danielle

Monday, August 11, 2008

What My Life Has Been and Is Like

Sometimes I feel that when I write, no one hears me. When I talk, no one listens. When I am down, no one notices. But I think that all has to do with who I am. I'm... not terribly noticed. Though I get picked on (teased) by my Uncle, I just feel.. alone.. left out of things. Even on here, or back home where I want to be. At my new school, which is HUGE!, I'll never get noticed.. much... I'm a new kid. Everyone all ready has their... clicks. I'm just there... Now I wish I could drive... but I only have my permit.

I'm tired... mentally, physically, spiritually... what's wrong with me, Courage? Why am I so tired all the time? Why am I out of tune with God? I can't seem to get myself back to... anything. I never really was in-tune with God... I just want to be. I can never seem to achieve what others have. What they want, and got, I want, but seem to never get. Why do I feel like a complete loser in God's eyes? Why do I feel like a hypocryte every time I say something to someone about God? WHy do I feel like the urge to pray every time I feel some elses hurt? I think of the Higgins' family and losing their song. I think of Jeremy Camp and his lose of his first wife barely months after their wedding. I think of Mike and Cherry and how they lost their daughter. I try not to blame God for what happens, but it all seems so senseless. And all I do is tell myself in my head that God works for the good of those who love him... its his will. But how can it be his will when someone dies from a myserious disease no one could stop or figure out? WHen someone dies from cancer? When someone falls into the deep dark handles of drinking or smoking, all those bad things in the world? Why do I want to accuse God, even when I tell myself it is his will, we don't always understand it, and it's not God causing these problems. It the sin we brought into this world, by Adam and Eve. It's what Satan does. And God sits by, watching what happens to us. I don't understand about it. I'm just confused... I feel so out of tune and never being able to come back to him, or get to him, cause I don't think I've ever been to him in the first place. Am I just a hypocryte, or someone who will never be saved?

I'm just not so sure anymore... Danielle

Saturday, August 9, 2008

I've thought...

You know... it amazes me sometimes how thoughtless we as humans can be... man, we can be stupid sometimes! There are people out there that are dying of cancer, are druggies, are hurting, are in depression, are alcoholics, and guess what? We sometimes do NOTHING! If I were older, more mature (yes), and was more strong in my faith, I'd be doing something... but if I only was older.



I've found numerous people on the internet. On various sites. We are all connected, no matter what. By one person, two people, and a boat full of animals and one family.... God, Adam and Eve, Noah's family.. we are all God's children, we are all related, no matter what. God made everyone of us, and there is no denying that.. if you can't see that, then go take a look inside your heart, your mind.. check the Bible... and believe, know, understand, and recieve God... our Father in Heaven...



Today, I got on my regular site, The Town of Odyssey, and just went looking. I found Ryan and FATE on facebook, Ryan on myspace, and Brent Higgins on facebook. I hate to badger Ryan, but he's cute and I love him a lot, but I asked to be his friend on both sites. I hate to inconvience Brent Higgins anymore than I have (he's a busy man, and...), and I have him as a top friend on myspace. I didn't ask to be his friend. What do you think? Do you have the same friend on multipule sites? I do, in some instences, but sometimes I think we inconvience each other.. a lot... I have friends all over the internet.. but sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get to meet them face to face, or even know for sure they are who they say they are....



I would, beyond all doubt, love to meet Brent Higgins, Ryan, FATE, Amy... okay, the whole Higgins family (apart from BJ... maybe visit his ashes in Africa.. but I'm not leaving the continent anytime soon... the next time I see BJ Higgins will be in Heaven... rest assured, he is saved. I have no doubt about that... but me...). As long as we are saved, we will get to Heaven. Don't go thinking that we must do more to be saved. No. Asking God into your heart and loving him is all... nothing more, nothing less... we are not saved by works... we CAN'T be saved that way... it by God's grace, his blood shed on the cross, his undying love for us... we are saved.. and he came back to life. Death can not keep Jesus Christ down.. Never! He is too strong, and too powerful to be kept down. Death has no hold on any of us. It is our decision in the end to live.. or to die.

Love is an action.. remember that.

Love, Danielle

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Thursday, July 3, 2008

Ah, the wonders...

So, for me, I've gone to...five or so weddings. Most of them were for John's kids... yeah, sounds normal enough. One was for my Aunt... and one was for my best friend's sister. Now, I have know the Parishes for like, ever! They live 2 miles down the road from me, I see them at church EVERY Saturday (when I'm home, they are home), and I hang out with them at least once a month. Well, this wedding was really special. Teresa, Bob and Kathy's 23-year old daughter (I think 23), was marrying Brian... and everyone has known Brian for like five years now. My friend, Brittni and I, made a bet like, four years ago. Would Teresa marry Brian or Courtney, and if she married one or the other, my sister would marry the other one? The bet was: My sister marries Courtney, Teresa marries Brian. Well, around Thanksgiving time (wait, the DAY AFTER Thanksgiving, Black Friday), my family found out that Brian had proposed to Teresa. That was half of the bet. Of course, my sister is completely appalled at the thought that Brittni and I would say she would marry Courtney, whom is awesome, but I guess not her type...it'll never come try though, the marriage.

But, yesterday, June 22nd... Teresa and Brian tied the knot. It's been the talk of my church, my family, the Parishes, the Erickson's, everyone's family in the known vicinity of my town, this wedding has. It was the perfect wedding. Teresa had a GORGEOUS dress. It was just perfect. The bridesmaids were very pretty; they were wearing pink. It was really beautiful. And to top it off, Janielle, one of Teresa's sisters, was a bridesmaid, along with two of Teresa's friends. The groomsmen were very nice looking. And Spencer was a little annoyed in a tux... yeah, why guys don't like tuxs, I'll never know. And then Teresa's twin sisters, Emily and Sara, my BEST friends ever in the world, were Junior bridemaids. They are 11, so kinds flower girls, but not quite bridemaids. It was sweet. In Quinn's wedding (marrying Scott, the oldest in the family, the brother to the bride and all that), Emily and Sara are going to be bridemaids. Amazing. I love Quinn to. She rocks when I met her yesterday. Amazing woman. If only I was going to her wedding now.

But the wedding went smoothly. It was beautiful, and they did everything traditional. Except dancing. Since this was an Adventist function, let alone it starting on time for once... grrr... we Adventist's don't dance. So they didn't do that. But other than that, there was all the rest. The cutting of the cake, feeding each other, the throwing of the boquet, the garder... of all things, Ryan caught it, Teresa's younger brother. I know Timothy did something... I just can't prove it at the moment... And the wedding was just PERFECT! It was funny, when the bride and groom where leaving, Kathy (Teresa's mom) had one sock on, no sock on the other foot,a nd no shoes. She didn't want to miss her daughter leaving. They kept us waiting, no doubt about that. It was just a really fun day, and it was awesome.

It was the best wedding ever. I loved it. Also, I have loads of pics, but not at this moment. I will get pics soon, and I'll post them on here for you to see. They are a really good couple. They are adorable! For their honeymoon, which they left today for, they are going to Mexico... I swear, both me and Sara started talking about Jared DeWhite... you know, he went to Mexico (he didn't really, but that one episode...)

So it's been about a week and half since then... and the newlyweds are home, thank goodness, but I had to post. The perfect wedding guys!

Also, I know what the cover for CSI:NY season 4 is going to look like. AWESOME! Gary and Melina... Stella and Mac... SMACKED! CSIfiles is so funny with all that... hehe... gotta love me!

The Town of Odyssey is still going.. slowly. Bugs me like crazy!

I'll talk more later... hehe... rusty gordan's blog.. all me... all Jellyfish... writing a new story too... later...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

CSI:NY!!!!!!!! Always.

Always. What do you think I'd write about? OF COURSE! CSI:NY!

So, I found a new discovery today. It's awesome, and I love it. I can download CSI:NY episodes, and CSI:Miami, and CSI, and House... which that would be rockin' awesome! I can watch Taxi, Personal Foul, Admissions, and any episode I want to! I can watch the 333 Caller... Miami... House... Like Water for Murder... oh, boy. Kyle Gallner, always.

You know I drool over that boy. He's hot, sexy, cute... and plays the worst character in History. Reed needs some major help. He may be a journalist, but I want to be one, and am soo smarter than he. Though, when you have a stepfather who is cop/detective, you never know what info you can get ahold of. I could write a story about Horatio having a Stepson, but he all ready has an actual son son. Literally. Kyle is a bit weird at times. He's like Reed. Times 10. Okay, I'm seeing something here. Kyle is like Reed. Horatio is like Mac (in more ways than all). Any connection? Well duh! It's like we have a family in neutral ways here. Scary....

Miami has lost it's touch. Not enough to make me dislike, but to make me wonder if New York can't keep my attention for at least one more season. 6 is the deadline of dopiness. Miami has lost it after 6, Vegas lost it at the end of 6, or 7, but still lost it, and New York is only entering 5. It's got some time for me to start to hate it, or grow so in love, I can't forgot it in senior year when Odyssey comes back on. What they need is more Reed, interaction between Stella and Mac (NOW!!!!!!!), Danny and Lindsay back together (NOW!!!!!!!!), Adam to become a CSI, or some hot dude who needs a girl... not Kendall YUCK!, Get Flack and Angell together (Always), and get Sheldon a girl (um... yeah? OC FOR ME BABY!). Sid is married, he's good. Can't wait for season 5 though. Mac gets a lot of action though, and Turbulence might bring back memories of 9/11...when his wife died. Okay, another scenerior...Notice, MISSION TO MARS and CSI:NY. Gary Sinise: Mac Taylor. Gary Sinise: Jim (hence, okay... what's this got to do with anything?!!!!!!) The poor boy is losing it, fast. Notice, Mac Taylor's wife died... notice, Jim's wife died... OH COME ON!!!!!!! Is Gary Sinise a curse or something for characters like this or something? I guess so...

Hmmm... I just noticed Megan... off CSI:Miami... Jim's wife... ah, a connection (again). Megan of Miami.... Mac Tyalor off NY... SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah, okay, life sucks. I feel sick agian, I've talked with Garrett, I'm still at work, Katrina is pissed, I'm tired, and Tracy is sad. Boy, not bad.

Now, go back to my computer, download CSI:NY, CSI:Miami, CSI, House... see Alisha later, she go home tomorrow, and forever watch Taxi, Admissions, Like Water For Murder, and Personal Foul... OH YEAH BABY!!!!!

<3,
Marisol/Danielle