Always. What do you think I'd write about? OF COURSE! CSI:NY!
So, I found a new discovery today. It's awesome, and I love it. I can download CSI:NY episodes, and CSI:Miami, and CSI, and House... which that would be rockin' awesome! I can watch Taxi, Personal Foul, Admissions, and any episode I want to! I can watch the 333 Caller... Miami... House... Like Water for Murder... oh, boy. Kyle Gallner, always.
You know I drool over that boy. He's hot, sexy, cute... and plays the worst character in History. Reed needs some major help. He may be a journalist, but I want to be one, and am soo smarter than he. Though, when you have a stepfather who is cop/detective, you never know what info you can get ahold of. I could write a story about Horatio having a Stepson, but he all ready has an actual son son. Literally. Kyle is a bit weird at times. He's like Reed. Times 10. Okay, I'm seeing something here. Kyle is like Reed. Horatio is like Mac (in more ways than all). Any connection? Well duh! It's like we have a family in neutral ways here. Scary....
Miami has lost it's touch. Not enough to make me dislike, but to make me wonder if New York can't keep my attention for at least one more season. 6 is the deadline of dopiness. Miami has lost it after 6, Vegas lost it at the end of 6, or 7, but still lost it, and New York is only entering 5. It's got some time for me to start to hate it, or grow so in love, I can't forgot it in senior year when Odyssey comes back on. What they need is more Reed, interaction between Stella and Mac (NOW!!!!!!!), Danny and Lindsay back together (NOW!!!!!!!!), Adam to become a CSI, or some hot dude who needs a girl... not Kendall YUCK!, Get Flack and Angell together (Always), and get Sheldon a girl (um... yeah? OC FOR ME BABY!). Sid is married, he's good. Can't wait for season 5 though. Mac gets a lot of action though, and Turbulence might bring back memories of 9/11...when his wife died. Okay, another scenerior...Notice, MISSION TO MARS and CSI:NY. Gary Sinise: Mac Taylor. Gary Sinise: Jim (hence, okay... what's this got to do with anything?!!!!!!) The poor boy is losing it, fast. Notice, Mac Taylor's wife died... notice, Jim's wife died... OH COME ON!!!!!!! Is Gary Sinise a curse or something for characters like this or something? I guess so...
Hmmm... I just noticed Megan... off CSI:Miami... Jim's wife... ah, a connection (again). Megan of Miami.... Mac Tyalor off NY... SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah, okay, life sucks. I feel sick agian, I've talked with Garrett, I'm still at work, Katrina is pissed, I'm tired, and Tracy is sad. Boy, not bad.
Now, go back to my computer, download CSI:NY, CSI:Miami, CSI, House... see Alisha later, she go home tomorrow, and forever watch Taxi, Admissions, Like Water For Murder, and Personal Foul... OH YEAH BABY!!!!!
<3,
Marisol/Danielle
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Monday, June 9, 2008
CSI:NY!!!!!!
Oh my word!!!! I am so syked! Guess what? Yeah, that's right:
SMacked baby!!!!!!!
Put Stella and Mac together, and you have SMacked. They are perfect for each other. Forget Peyton and Mac, and never think of Lindsay with Mac, 'cause Linday's all Danny's!!!!!! I wrote a story about Reed also... a poem actually. "Of Kings and Shadows"! I like the episode "Some Buried Bones". I own season 2... and season 3!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for season 4 though. Yeah, well, the 333 caller, and then other things, and then the Taxi Cab Killer. Oh man, that was quite a story arc. Poor Reed though... man, enough bashing and destruction, he could have lost his life, save from Mac and Stella.
The season finale was such a drop off, I swear I was freaking out. I don't want to wait till September. I want Verlias now!!!!!!!! Hostage was so interesting though....
As you can see, I'm obbsessed with CSI:NY. Emma, Reed, Danny, Lindsay, Mac, Stella, Flack, Angell, Sheldon (he needs somone), Dr. Sid, and Quinn and Jordan are border line... I despise them throughly. New Jersey... my butt!!!!!
Oh, man, Miami was interesting too. Horaito shot, then there is Kyle and his mom, Julia... ah!!!!!! Horaito's ex, RUN FOR IT!!!!!!!!! She's a butt, times 8. Make that 100! Or 800! She gets on my nerves (like Peyton does on NY, and Sara on Vegas. She's gone though, so no worries now.)
Oh, and I'm in Walla Walla till the 21st. Then a Wedding, Shay's b-day, back her again.
This cute little boy, Adam, got scratched up by a dog, and he is so adorable! Oh, and he's Seventh Day Adventist, which is the bomb!!!!!!!!!! Be good, Adam.
Sharayah found Anna Belknap on Myspace. I should go check on that. I also am going to add Like Water for Murder on my myspace. Because it's the beginning of The Taxi Cab Killer, has Reed, and I like it. Now I'll go look for Personal Foul and Taxi. I've never seen Admissions... poor Mac. It's time for Season 1. I'm missing everything!!!!!
Gotta go to work. <3,>
SMacked baby!!!!!!!
Put Stella and Mac together, and you have SMacked. They are perfect for each other. Forget Peyton and Mac, and never think of Lindsay with Mac, 'cause Linday's all Danny's!!!!!! I wrote a story about Reed also... a poem actually. "Of Kings and Shadows"! I like the episode "Some Buried Bones". I own season 2... and season 3!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for season 4 though. Yeah, well, the 333 caller, and then other things, and then the Taxi Cab Killer. Oh man, that was quite a story arc. Poor Reed though... man, enough bashing and destruction, he could have lost his life, save from Mac and Stella.
The season finale was such a drop off, I swear I was freaking out. I don't want to wait till September. I want Verlias now!!!!!!!! Hostage was so interesting though....
As you can see, I'm obbsessed with CSI:NY. Emma, Reed, Danny, Lindsay, Mac, Stella, Flack, Angell, Sheldon (he needs somone), Dr. Sid, and Quinn and Jordan are border line... I despise them throughly. New Jersey... my butt!!!!!
Oh, man, Miami was interesting too. Horaito shot, then there is Kyle and his mom, Julia... ah!!!!!! Horaito's ex, RUN FOR IT!!!!!!!!! She's a butt, times 8. Make that 100! Or 800! She gets on my nerves (like Peyton does on NY, and Sara on Vegas. She's gone though, so no worries now.)
Oh, and I'm in Walla Walla till the 21st. Then a Wedding, Shay's b-day, back her again.
This cute little boy, Adam, got scratched up by a dog, and he is so adorable! Oh, and he's Seventh Day Adventist, which is the bomb!!!!!!!!!! Be good, Adam.
Sharayah found Anna Belknap on Myspace. I should go check on that. I also am going to add Like Water for Murder on my myspace. Because it's the beginning of The Taxi Cab Killer, has Reed, and I like it. Now I'll go look for Personal Foul and Taxi. I've never seen Admissions... poor Mac. It's time for Season 1. I'm missing everything!!!!!
Gotta go to work. <3,>
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
In Depression, and falling further into the hole
I'm spiraling into depression. I know it, I admit it. And I can't get myself out!
I know this is happening for a reason. I can understand that. God is with me, even though I feel totally worthless, out of it, and no presence of God at all. I just feel worn out, annoyed, and not very worthy of myself. People don't seem to care, notice, what I'm going through. Sharayah just thinks it's BJ's book. Yeah, I want to see that happen. It's a good book, and yes, he dies, but does that matter? I've only gotten to page... 15 so far. In my second stint of reading it. I LOVE the prologue. I could read it over and over and over and over again. Just because.
I feel like I can't write, can't do anything, nothing at all. I'm not finishing my HW, I'm tired allllll the time, and I'm just... blah. Somehow, I need God's strength to keep me up on my feet till 10 o'clock when I go to bed.
I've entered three times into depression in the last two weeks. I go in, then I can pull myself out and feel great... and drop right back in because of someone or something I read. I know it's the devil, I just can't stop him! I'M HUMAN!!!!
I'm just... tired. And cranky. And wish someone would understand!
This is random, yeah. Not many people listen to me. Or read this for that matter. Garrett rarely. I wish I could talk with him.
I don't know. I wish I knew how to exit this and stand up on the hill, knowing God is there for me, and he's watching over me, and I'm safe. Not that I won't go through this again. I'M 15!!!!!! Hello! But, hopefully, God comes real soon, and I won't have to go through much. I just wish I was a better Christian. I wish I died daily to self, was a light for God, was his child and messenger. I WISH I COULD GO ON A MISISON TRIP! And I alwasy have to remind myself that I should be happy for those who do. I just wish I could go on one. It doesn't seem fair.
But as Brent wrote today on prayforbj.com, which was BJ's writings (THEY'RE IN THE BOOK! Someone, please, READ "I Would Die For You" by Brent and Deanna Higgins. You'll never be the same), daily christian dying, daily dying to ourselves and out wants. I just wish I could grasp that and know for sure what to do. I'm losing it, I'm 15, in 10th grade, AND I CAN'T GET UP!
Please pray for me, if you read this. I would appreciate it.
In Christ,
Marisol/Leslie
I know this is happening for a reason. I can understand that. God is with me, even though I feel totally worthless, out of it, and no presence of God at all. I just feel worn out, annoyed, and not very worthy of myself. People don't seem to care, notice, what I'm going through. Sharayah just thinks it's BJ's book. Yeah, I want to see that happen. It's a good book, and yes, he dies, but does that matter? I've only gotten to page... 15 so far. In my second stint of reading it. I LOVE the prologue. I could read it over and over and over and over again. Just because.
I feel like I can't write, can't do anything, nothing at all. I'm not finishing my HW, I'm tired allllll the time, and I'm just... blah. Somehow, I need God's strength to keep me up on my feet till 10 o'clock when I go to bed.
I've entered three times into depression in the last two weeks. I go in, then I can pull myself out and feel great... and drop right back in because of someone or something I read. I know it's the devil, I just can't stop him! I'M HUMAN!!!!
I'm just... tired. And cranky. And wish someone would understand!
This is random, yeah. Not many people listen to me. Or read this for that matter. Garrett rarely. I wish I could talk with him.
I don't know. I wish I knew how to exit this and stand up on the hill, knowing God is there for me, and he's watching over me, and I'm safe. Not that I won't go through this again. I'M 15!!!!!! Hello! But, hopefully, God comes real soon, and I won't have to go through much. I just wish I was a better Christian. I wish I died daily to self, was a light for God, was his child and messenger. I WISH I COULD GO ON A MISISON TRIP! And I alwasy have to remind myself that I should be happy for those who do. I just wish I could go on one. It doesn't seem fair.
But as Brent wrote today on prayforbj.com, which was BJ's writings (THEY'RE IN THE BOOK! Someone, please, READ "I Would Die For You" by Brent and Deanna Higgins. You'll never be the same), daily christian dying, daily dying to ourselves and out wants. I just wish I could grasp that and know for sure what to do. I'm losing it, I'm 15, in 10th grade, AND I CAN'T GET UP!
Please pray for me, if you read this. I would appreciate it.
In Christ,
Marisol/Leslie
Friday, February 1, 2008
Pathfinders (finally!)
I wrote this in a letter to Ashley, a friend of mine. Not all of it, but most of it. I was talkng about pathfinders. I just feel something is wrong with the way the kids are taught. It's like no one likes me anymore after they become a pathfinder. Emily and Sara are rude to me, and I've KNOWN THEM MY WHOLE LIFE! Or, rather, THEIR WHOLE LIVES!
So, here goes:
Yeah, Johne isn't very nice. I wonder why Brittni likes her. I couldn't handle Johne, ever. I know her, a littel too much. And Mikki defends her. Come on, she doesn't know JOhne very well then.
Cool on the D.C thing. I have all my money all ready. I go at... the end of April. How about you? I get to go with Tracy, and all my friends. I can't wait. So much fun! My parents are also coming. Lots of money though. $950 for each of my family members. Me, my mom, and my dad. I wish my sister could go, but not going to happen. I collected cans for my D.C. trip, and do rootbeer floats, and little things like that.
Johne likes Tracy you think? Yeah, okay, I want to see her get him as her boyfriend. Ha! Nina can be a pain, yes. And I know someone else who likes Brandon, anyway. SOmeone in my 10th grade class.
So you are 7th graders... and you know everyone at pathfinders. Interesting. Emily, Sara, Ryan, Mikki, Brandon, Johne, Josh (right?), Nina, Tracy... and there might be others, like you, but I can't remember anyone else. Phillip will join soon, and TImothy is in it, just he's at UCA right now. I wish he hadn't gone so far. He's so cool!!!!!
Seems like you are having fun. Liking Pathfinders? I would never join... not for me. But it's okay. YOu can like it. And Phillip, and everyone else. I just think it distances you form the outside world. Emily and Sara won't talk with me anymore, Ryan is a little nicer, but weirder, Tim won't say much to me, unless we are with his family and my family together. I still remember that Christmas dinner... laughing hard. Mikki is trying to force me to become a pathfinder, and I jsut feel it pulling me in, when that's called peer pressure. I want to be friends with everyone there, jsut not to have to be a part of the club. I don't have the money anyway. I need the money for other things. BUt I guess I HAVE to be a part of the club to even have friends. I was scared for a second when Sharayah told me she was joining. But it never happened. Her mom said no. That made me SOOO happy. I can't afford to lose another friend. I have VERY few now. And... I don't know, I don't want to have to be a part of the crowd to have friends. It seems so.. stupid to me, to have to be a part of the crowd to have friends. It shouldn't be about what you do, or what you are in, or anything like that. It should be all about you.
I don't know, I'm confused. I'm tired too.
I'll talk later, k ? Tell everyone at school HI from me. Especially Brittni. She's ignoring me. I haven't seen her for two weeks, so that might be why. And don't get close to Johne. I know her... she can be damaging
I don't know anymore. I dont' want to end up back in depression. I just got out of that. Save me! I think I'm going to just hand it to God, and forget it, let him handle it. I don't need this. I know everyone likes me, it's just it doesn't seem like it anymore.
Here's my prayer for tonight:
Dear Jesus,
Please, let me forget what others do to me, like not talking with me, or ignoring me, jsut because they want to follow you in Pathfinders. I may not like Pathfinders, but you are helping everyone, through whatever means. Help me not to fall into peer pressure and do something I may regret and not want. I want what you want for me. I love you, and you are my God. In your name, Jesus Christ, Amen.
Write when my mom isn't bothering me about the internet.
In Christ,
Leslie
So, here goes:
Yeah, Johne isn't very nice. I wonder why Brittni likes her. I couldn't handle Johne, ever. I know her, a littel too much. And Mikki defends her. Come on, she doesn't know JOhne very well then.
Cool on the D.C thing. I have all my money all ready. I go at... the end of April. How about you? I get to go with Tracy, and all my friends. I can't wait. So much fun! My parents are also coming. Lots of money though. $950 for each of my family members. Me, my mom, and my dad. I wish my sister could go, but not going to happen. I collected cans for my D.C. trip, and do rootbeer floats, and little things like that.
Johne likes Tracy you think? Yeah, okay, I want to see her get him as her boyfriend. Ha! Nina can be a pain, yes. And I know someone else who likes Brandon, anyway. SOmeone in my 10th grade class.
So you are 7th graders... and you know everyone at pathfinders. Interesting. Emily, Sara, Ryan, Mikki, Brandon, Johne, Josh (right?), Nina, Tracy... and there might be others, like you, but I can't remember anyone else. Phillip will join soon, and TImothy is in it, just he's at UCA right now. I wish he hadn't gone so far. He's so cool!!!!!
Seems like you are having fun. Liking Pathfinders? I would never join... not for me. But it's okay. YOu can like it. And Phillip, and everyone else. I just think it distances you form the outside world. Emily and Sara won't talk with me anymore, Ryan is a little nicer, but weirder, Tim won't say much to me, unless we are with his family and my family together. I still remember that Christmas dinner... laughing hard. Mikki is trying to force me to become a pathfinder, and I jsut feel it pulling me in, when that's called peer pressure. I want to be friends with everyone there, jsut not to have to be a part of the club. I don't have the money anyway. I need the money for other things. BUt I guess I HAVE to be a part of the club to even have friends. I was scared for a second when Sharayah told me she was joining. But it never happened. Her mom said no. That made me SOOO happy. I can't afford to lose another friend. I have VERY few now. And... I don't know, I don't want to have to be a part of the crowd to have friends. It seems so.. stupid to me, to have to be a part of the crowd to have friends. It shouldn't be about what you do, or what you are in, or anything like that. It should be all about you.
I don't know, I'm confused. I'm tired too.
I'll talk later, k ? Tell everyone at school HI from me. Especially Brittni. She's ignoring me. I haven't seen her for two weeks, so that might be why. And don't get close to Johne. I know her... she can be damaging
I don't know anymore. I dont' want to end up back in depression. I just got out of that. Save me! I think I'm going to just hand it to God, and forget it, let him handle it. I don't need this. I know everyone likes me, it's just it doesn't seem like it anymore.
Here's my prayer for tonight:
Dear Jesus,
Please, let me forget what others do to me, like not talking with me, or ignoring me, jsut because they want to follow you in Pathfinders. I may not like Pathfinders, but you are helping everyone, through whatever means. Help me not to fall into peer pressure and do something I may regret and not want. I want what you want for me. I love you, and you are my God. In your name, Jesus Christ, Amen.
Write when my mom isn't bothering me about the internet.
In Christ,
Leslie
Really, really tired, and Pathfinders on my mind
I'm soooo tired. School is getting to me. I can't get my HW done, I'm slacking on EVERYTHING, I'm screwing up A LOT in Geometry, and a test is on Tuesday. Thank goodness it's Friday.
I was talking to Ashley, a friend of mine, and she's in Pathfinders. I don't like Pathfinders because my sister was in the club, and they leader called EVERYONE immature. I don't think that was right, under the circumstances. My sister quiet. I don't need to be called immature. It will just bring down my moral state again, and that doesn't seem fair.
I'll explain more later. I have to go. My dad is kicking me off and out of his office. Great... I'll go more into detail about Johne and Pathfinders. What fun!
In Christ,
Leslie
I was talking to Ashley, a friend of mine, and she's in Pathfinders. I don't like Pathfinders because my sister was in the club, and they leader called EVERYONE immature. I don't think that was right, under the circumstances. My sister quiet. I don't need to be called immature. It will just bring down my moral state again, and that doesn't seem fair.
I'll explain more later. I have to go. My dad is kicking me off and out of his office. Great... I'll go more into detail about Johne and Pathfinders. What fun!
In Christ,
Leslie
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Bored and Odyssey
Yup, I'm soooo bored. I'm listening to AIO, and it's okay, but I odn't understand everything. Rather I own album 48 or not. I cannot wait for album 50. Can I pray for Maxwell to come back? Hmm....
So... tomorrow is my Christmas Program at school. I'm in choir, so I'm going to be singing. I despise Carol of the Bells and Shine For You is about to get old. I cannot wait to drop both the songs, soon. I can't really sing, but I joined choir because I need an elective. I think I'll drop Art next Semester and go to Study Hall. I need it.
I'm tired. I want to go home. Hmm... I want to listen to Matthew West "You Are Everything", and finish odyssey, and do things. I LOVE to read. I want to.... read? Listen to others.... I want to... be bored, I guess. YEAH!!! Love, Marisol.
So... tomorrow is my Christmas Program at school. I'm in choir, so I'm going to be singing. I despise Carol of the Bells and Shine For You is about to get old. I cannot wait to drop both the songs, soon. I can't really sing, but I joined choir because I need an elective. I think I'll drop Art next Semester and go to Study Hall. I need it.
I'm tired. I want to go home. Hmm... I want to listen to Matthew West "You Are Everything", and finish odyssey, and do things. I LOVE to read. I want to.... read? Listen to others.... I want to... be bored, I guess. YEAH!!! Love, Marisol.
Monday, December 3, 2007
Floods a coming
It's like Noah's time. Really? Wow!
So, I live in Oregon, right? Yeah, it's been raining for the past two days, no stopping. Snow came on Saturday morning and night, and it all melted. Right now, every way POSSIBLE to get home is flooded. The Tualitin River has flooded the main highway, every high, Patton Valley Rd, Laurelwood, Gaston, Hillsboro. Everywhere is flooded. Half the people I know can't get home either.
Can you pray? Please? There is a lot happening, and nothing is getting better. (Along with this rain, wind, and power outages galore.) We might have to stay at my Dad's office (Alvin included).
My dad is on the phone trying to figure out a way. Alivin is no help, and my Dad's company workers are giving us bad news after bad news.
Thanks for your help. Pray, like I am.
So my life is a living nightmare right now (maybe I should be glad mom is at work, in the hospital, you know, doing her thing?). All I want is my animals, food, my HW due tomorrow, and my books. (which I want BJ's book, but that hasn't come out yet. I can't wait for January 1st...)
Anyone who wonders who BJ is, check this blog out: prayforbj.com
That's all for now. Won't post much thses days. Internet annoying, this one's hi-speed at my dad's office.
Love, Marisol.
So, I live in Oregon, right? Yeah, it's been raining for the past two days, no stopping. Snow came on Saturday morning and night, and it all melted. Right now, every way POSSIBLE to get home is flooded. The Tualitin River has flooded the main highway, every high, Patton Valley Rd, Laurelwood, Gaston, Hillsboro. Everywhere is flooded. Half the people I know can't get home either.
Can you pray? Please? There is a lot happening, and nothing is getting better. (Along with this rain, wind, and power outages galore.) We might have to stay at my Dad's office (Alvin included).
My dad is on the phone trying to figure out a way. Alivin is no help, and my Dad's company workers are giving us bad news after bad news.
Thanks for your help. Pray, like I am.
So my life is a living nightmare right now (maybe I should be glad mom is at work, in the hospital, you know, doing her thing?). All I want is my animals, food, my HW due tomorrow, and my books. (which I want BJ's book, but that hasn't come out yet. I can't wait for January 1st...)
Anyone who wonders who BJ is, check this blog out: prayforbj.com
That's all for now. Won't post much thses days. Internet annoying, this one's hi-speed at my dad's office.
Love, Marisol.
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