Man, I'm swamped! I cleaned the house today, am still cleaning, packing my school supplies. Have to do everything today because tomorrow I have registration and Handshake. School starts on MONDAY!!!!!!!
I'm talking with Garrett. Totally my boyfriend. Miss him SOOO much. Because he's in Arizona, I'm in Washington. Come on, that is like, TOTALLY UNFAIR! AH! Man... life sure can suck.
I had my last day of full work yesterday. I worked, went to lunch with Debi, Aunt Sue, and Jeff. Monte had a massage. I went to Christian Supply, and I got Album 50 (W00t!), THe First Kidsboro book "The Battle For Control", oh, and... THE OFFICIAL ADVENTURES IN ODYSSEY GUIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it!!!!!!!
Page 110.... go look... A picture of Nathan Carlson!!! Wow! (He was, like, 44 or 45... he's almost 49. September I believe is his birthday.. hey, Gotta love what I know!) The Guide is so awesome! I'm like... halfway through all ready. It has so much info... man, I was reading about Album 25. DBD. Darkness Before Dawn. They listed what they had come up with for DBD, but DIDN'T USE. Be very greatful. Half of them were like.. stupid. The others were just plan mean or... ridiculous! It was hilarious.
I was reading about album 5, um... Daring Deeds, Sinister Schemes, and wow.... how they came up with the villian, Dr. Regis Blackgaurd... wow.... Of course, Blackguard means scoundrel. Perfect, ha? Yeah... Kinda. Man, I found out something to. Dr. Blackgaurd owned The Webster Development Company? I DIDN'T KNOW THAT!!!!!!!! Seriously, I had no clue.... what, do I have to go listen to everything ALL OVER AGAIN? But, it does explain why Blackgaurd had tried years before the episode "The Battle", and had to try again. I get it now..... and I'm understanding it more. YEAH!
Man, but that guide is so COOL!!!!!! I'm learning SO MUCH! It's awesome! Everyone needs to get it! It's the best thing ever!
So, life sucks, Garrett is going to attempt to see me sometime before 2009.... maybe... and I have school in two days. And it's time to um.. clean the bathroom. I have my own... NO! Man, can't I live somewhere else? Oh, and sissy coming in a week... YEAH! I get my book CSI:NY Four Walls, I get my Adventist book the 27 Fundamental Beliefs (there's 28, but this book is OLD!), and my two princess Diaries books.
My sissy is in Portland, going to see Bart Millard (MercyMe). Man, NO FAIR! She's with Emily, Sara, Ryan, and Kathy. The Parishes. MY FAMILY! Man.... she's lucky. Bob the Tomato and Larry the Cucumber too.... I'm jealous... Brittni hasn't tried to talk with me... Garrett is talking with me... and Travis isn't on!!!!!!! Man, its like.. 4:30 for him... wow.... okay, I gotta go do stuff.
Talk later peeps!!!!!!!! W00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Official Guide (go to your nearest Christian bookstore. Bound to have it!!!!!!!)
Later!
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Me
Oh, yeah, so, today... Man, I was bored... tired... not really wanting to work. But that's like.. EVERYDAY! Fortunately, school starts next Monday, so, you know, it's all cool.
Today I worked... Aunt Sue stopped by the office for lunch... we talked... I worked... talked with Secret_Witness... and man, I got nowhere... waiting on those e-mails... maybe tomorrow morning.. get up early or something...
Went to dinner with Dave and Shawna. She is so cool! I love Dave too! They have adorable kids, Lash, 5!, and Jet, like, a 1 and a half year old. Really cute! I love them. Maybe I can babysit for them sometimes. Shawna sounded THRILLED at the idea. Dave is just, awesome. He is a Realitor, and is trying to find an office for Monte and Debi... we have lunch with him a lot. It's awesome! Man, tonight was awesome! You know, I think Dave's place would work... come on! TWO ROOFS! (But this is so my opinion)
Brittni called twice... I knew she would. I was in a restuarant for about four hours... oops. Sorry Brittni! I called her back. It's like.. 10:30... oh well.. kinda just got home. I'm listening to Jeremy Camp "Walk By Faith"... I LOVE U JEREMY CAMP!!!!!!!!! He's so awesome! No, "wicked" awesome! Astonishing! He has a heart for God, and I can see it always! YEAH!
I have good friends. I also talked with Shay today. Love her. She's home. She starts school on the 2nd. Brittni, Caitlin, and I all start on the 25th, Monday. Ah! Oh, well, you know... normal. Mikki sounds like she needs some loving. If only I could be there for her. I wish I could. Katrina seems depressed. Alyssa has been at Milo for two days, full school. Katrina wants to see her cousin, and vice versa. Man, they'll get through the storms. Alisha and I did. And I guess I am... uh-oh, haven't written Grandma back... oh well... oh, and Garrett! LOVE HIM TO DEATH! We talk Spanish some... I'll learn it. I'm taking Spanish, thankfully. I love talking with the boy. I never seem to be on the same time he is... hope he is all right. Don't want him to get into trouble or anything. Miss him to death. He's sending me a package.. wow.... I mean, WOW! Oh, well, you know, LOVE HIM!
In school, I am taking Algebra 2, Spanish, English, NW History, US History, Chemistry, and Bible. Health maybe. Thankfully, NW History is only one semester. A kinda new thing for me... but, hey, like electives at TVJA...
Time for bed for me. Man, love you Jeremy Camp. I Still Believe.... man, love you Jeremy!
Okay, 'night everyone... Chat with Kris, The_Brotherhood, and get those e-mails!
<3, Danielle
Today I worked... Aunt Sue stopped by the office for lunch... we talked... I worked... talked with Secret_Witness... and man, I got nowhere... waiting on those e-mails... maybe tomorrow morning.. get up early or something...
Went to dinner with Dave and Shawna. She is so cool! I love Dave too! They have adorable kids, Lash, 5!, and Jet, like, a 1 and a half year old. Really cute! I love them. Maybe I can babysit for them sometimes. Shawna sounded THRILLED at the idea. Dave is just, awesome. He is a Realitor, and is trying to find an office for Monte and Debi... we have lunch with him a lot. It's awesome! Man, tonight was awesome! You know, I think Dave's place would work... come on! TWO ROOFS! (But this is so my opinion)
Brittni called twice... I knew she would. I was in a restuarant for about four hours... oops. Sorry Brittni! I called her back. It's like.. 10:30... oh well.. kinda just got home. I'm listening to Jeremy Camp "Walk By Faith"... I LOVE U JEREMY CAMP!!!!!!!!! He's so awesome! No, "wicked" awesome! Astonishing! He has a heart for God, and I can see it always! YEAH!
I have good friends. I also talked with Shay today. Love her. She's home. She starts school on the 2nd. Brittni, Caitlin, and I all start on the 25th, Monday. Ah! Oh, well, you know... normal. Mikki sounds like she needs some loving. If only I could be there for her. I wish I could. Katrina seems depressed. Alyssa has been at Milo for two days, full school. Katrina wants to see her cousin, and vice versa. Man, they'll get through the storms. Alisha and I did. And I guess I am... uh-oh, haven't written Grandma back... oh well... oh, and Garrett! LOVE HIM TO DEATH! We talk Spanish some... I'll learn it. I'm taking Spanish, thankfully. I love talking with the boy. I never seem to be on the same time he is... hope he is all right. Don't want him to get into trouble or anything. Miss him to death. He's sending me a package.. wow.... I mean, WOW! Oh, well, you know, LOVE HIM!
In school, I am taking Algebra 2, Spanish, English, NW History, US History, Chemistry, and Bible. Health maybe. Thankfully, NW History is only one semester. A kinda new thing for me... but, hey, like electives at TVJA...
Time for bed for me. Man, love you Jeremy Camp. I Still Believe.... man, love you Jeremy!
Okay, 'night everyone... Chat with Kris, The_Brotherhood, and get those e-mails!
<3, Danielle
Monday, August 11, 2008
What My Life Has Been and Is Like
Sometimes I feel that when I write, no one hears me. When I talk, no one listens. When I am down, no one notices. But I think that all has to do with who I am. I'm... not terribly noticed. Though I get picked on (teased) by my Uncle, I just feel.. alone.. left out of things. Even on here, or back home where I want to be. At my new school, which is HUGE!, I'll never get noticed.. much... I'm a new kid. Everyone all ready has their... clicks. I'm just there... Now I wish I could drive... but I only have my permit.
I'm tired... mentally, physically, spiritually... what's wrong with me, Courage? Why am I so tired all the time? Why am I out of tune with God? I can't seem to get myself back to... anything. I never really was in-tune with God... I just want to be. I can never seem to achieve what others have. What they want, and got, I want, but seem to never get. Why do I feel like a complete loser in God's eyes? Why do I feel like a hypocryte every time I say something to someone about God? WHy do I feel like the urge to pray every time I feel some elses hurt? I think of the Higgins' family and losing their song. I think of Jeremy Camp and his lose of his first wife barely months after their wedding. I think of Mike and Cherry and how they lost their daughter. I try not to blame God for what happens, but it all seems so senseless. And all I do is tell myself in my head that God works for the good of those who love him... its his will. But how can it be his will when someone dies from a myserious disease no one could stop or figure out? WHen someone dies from cancer? When someone falls into the deep dark handles of drinking or smoking, all those bad things in the world? Why do I want to accuse God, even when I tell myself it is his will, we don't always understand it, and it's not God causing these problems. It the sin we brought into this world, by Adam and Eve. It's what Satan does. And God sits by, watching what happens to us. I don't understand about it. I'm just confused... I feel so out of tune and never being able to come back to him, or get to him, cause I don't think I've ever been to him in the first place. Am I just a hypocryte, or someone who will never be saved?
I'm just not so sure anymore... Danielle
I'm tired... mentally, physically, spiritually... what's wrong with me, Courage? Why am I so tired all the time? Why am I out of tune with God? I can't seem to get myself back to... anything. I never really was in-tune with God... I just want to be. I can never seem to achieve what others have. What they want, and got, I want, but seem to never get. Why do I feel like a complete loser in God's eyes? Why do I feel like a hypocryte every time I say something to someone about God? WHy do I feel like the urge to pray every time I feel some elses hurt? I think of the Higgins' family and losing their song. I think of Jeremy Camp and his lose of his first wife barely months after their wedding. I think of Mike and Cherry and how they lost their daughter. I try not to blame God for what happens, but it all seems so senseless. And all I do is tell myself in my head that God works for the good of those who love him... its his will. But how can it be his will when someone dies from a myserious disease no one could stop or figure out? WHen someone dies from cancer? When someone falls into the deep dark handles of drinking or smoking, all those bad things in the world? Why do I want to accuse God, even when I tell myself it is his will, we don't always understand it, and it's not God causing these problems. It the sin we brought into this world, by Adam and Eve. It's what Satan does. And God sits by, watching what happens to us. I don't understand about it. I'm just confused... I feel so out of tune and never being able to come back to him, or get to him, cause I don't think I've ever been to him in the first place. Am I just a hypocryte, or someone who will never be saved?
I'm just not so sure anymore... Danielle
Saturday, August 9, 2008
I've thought...
You know... it amazes me sometimes how thoughtless we as humans can be... man, we can be stupid sometimes! There are people out there that are dying of cancer, are druggies, are hurting, are in depression, are alcoholics, and guess what? We sometimes do NOTHING! If I were older, more mature (yes), and was more strong in my faith, I'd be doing something... but if I only was older.
I've found numerous people on the internet. On various sites. We are all connected, no matter what. By one person, two people, and a boat full of animals and one family.... God, Adam and Eve, Noah's family.. we are all God's children, we are all related, no matter what. God made everyone of us, and there is no denying that.. if you can't see that, then go take a look inside your heart, your mind.. check the Bible... and believe, know, understand, and recieve God... our Father in Heaven...
Today, I got on my regular site, The Town of Odyssey, and just went looking. I found Ryan and FATE on facebook, Ryan on myspace, and Brent Higgins on facebook. I hate to badger Ryan, but he's cute and I love him a lot, but I asked to be his friend on both sites. I hate to inconvience Brent Higgins anymore than I have (he's a busy man, and...), and I have him as a top friend on myspace. I didn't ask to be his friend. What do you think? Do you have the same friend on multipule sites? I do, in some instences, but sometimes I think we inconvience each other.. a lot... I have friends all over the internet.. but sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get to meet them face to face, or even know for sure they are who they say they are....
I would, beyond all doubt, love to meet Brent Higgins, Ryan, FATE, Amy... okay, the whole Higgins family (apart from BJ... maybe visit his ashes in Africa.. but I'm not leaving the continent anytime soon... the next time I see BJ Higgins will be in Heaven... rest assured, he is saved. I have no doubt about that... but me...). As long as we are saved, we will get to Heaven. Don't go thinking that we must do more to be saved. No. Asking God into your heart and loving him is all... nothing more, nothing less... we are not saved by works... we CAN'T be saved that way... it by God's grace, his blood shed on the cross, his undying love for us... we are saved.. and he came back to life. Death can not keep Jesus Christ down.. Never! He is too strong, and too powerful to be kept down. Death has no hold on any of us. It is our decision in the end to live.. or to die.
Love is an action.. remember that.
Love, Danielle
I've found numerous people on the internet. On various sites. We are all connected, no matter what. By one person, two people, and a boat full of animals and one family.... God, Adam and Eve, Noah's family.. we are all God's children, we are all related, no matter what. God made everyone of us, and there is no denying that.. if you can't see that, then go take a look inside your heart, your mind.. check the Bible... and believe, know, understand, and recieve God... our Father in Heaven...
Today, I got on my regular site, The Town of Odyssey, and just went looking. I found Ryan and FATE on facebook, Ryan on myspace, and Brent Higgins on facebook. I hate to badger Ryan, but he's cute and I love him a lot, but I asked to be his friend on both sites. I hate to inconvience Brent Higgins anymore than I have (he's a busy man, and...), and I have him as a top friend on myspace. I didn't ask to be his friend. What do you think? Do you have the same friend on multipule sites? I do, in some instences, but sometimes I think we inconvience each other.. a lot... I have friends all over the internet.. but sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get to meet them face to face, or even know for sure they are who they say they are....
I would, beyond all doubt, love to meet Brent Higgins, Ryan, FATE, Amy... okay, the whole Higgins family (apart from BJ... maybe visit his ashes in Africa.. but I'm not leaving the continent anytime soon... the next time I see BJ Higgins will be in Heaven... rest assured, he is saved. I have no doubt about that... but me...). As long as we are saved, we will get to Heaven. Don't go thinking that we must do more to be saved. No. Asking God into your heart and loving him is all... nothing more, nothing less... we are not saved by works... we CAN'T be saved that way... it by God's grace, his blood shed on the cross, his undying love for us... we are saved.. and he came back to life. Death can not keep Jesus Christ down.. Never! He is too strong, and too powerful to be kept down. Death has no hold on any of us. It is our decision in the end to live.. or to die.
Love is an action.. remember that.
Love, Danielle
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